Today I thought was the day that my sickness had been conquered but apparently it was not. Still I did manage to make myself look presentable for going out of the apartment that I have been just withering in since last Thursday. Damn flu taking my energy. I tried my best to cure my throat and general well being with a lot of Finrexin, Ibumax and being a lazy bum. Has worked well so far, let me tell you!
It is the 8th of March and it is exactly a week's time until this little lady will be cozing up in my boyfriend's nook and I don't have to be afraid of having to say teary eyed goodbyes before getting on the bus going to the airport. Even though it has always been a good sign that I've missed my significant other, at harder times it has been tearing my heart and soul apart. Countless hours I have spent crying like there was no tomorrow and watching my boyfriend trying to console me through our Skype calls. Yes, Skype is better than nothing but some days seeing his face broke me and my hello to him for the day was eyes filled with tears and I felt like such a horrible girlfriend for making him feel hopeless for not being able to take me in for a cuddle. That is no thing for me to feel like a bad girlfriend about because I am not afraid to show when I miss someone. I know I will spend many days, or even weeks, missing my dear mom, lovely family and friends but then I won't have to worry about saying goodbyes again to the man I have hoped to spend my life with for a good while now.
A good way for me to put my feelings aside sometimes has been music. I thoroughly enjoy finding new interesting and pleasant artists to add to my repertoire. Many times this hobby of mine has put my missing to the back of my brain for a bit and I have been sharing the songs I find with the people I think would like them. Usually I keep all the songs I find as my own information but now it is time to give you a glimpse of what I've been loving listening for the past couple of months.
I've been especially listening to the live version from the Spotify sessions because that is the version I heard first. Both are great and have very different atmospheres. (link to Spotify's live version)
An amazing find even though I have listened to Pyhimys before.
Well. What is a woman to do with that kind of a voice.
Definitely the sound of a woman and an amazingly powerful one that is!
A fun, cutesy song for that special someone.
Great melancholic mood in this song.
A good and honest rock song.
If you'd like to share your favourite songs with me, I would be interested to listen.
Toodles and take care!
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